Hi, ini Hanum. Ini gue mulai nulis di jam 00.47. Gak bisa tidur...
and let me tell you why.
I bet you guys had at least once felt what I'm feeling right now. Regret.
I'm drowning in regrets and it's totally driving me crazy.
Some said that we live to make choices. Well, at this rate,
I think I'm a sucker for the whole living-this-life thingy.
It's true that there's no use to cry over a spilled milk,
but man, if only I was a hundred times smarter.
Here's what my Mum said about this :
Nasi nya memang sudah jadi bubur, tapi bukan berarti tidak bisa ditambah ayam, kerupuk, kecap, cakwe, bawang dan seledri supaya jadi Bubur Ayam yang enak kan?
-- have I ever mentioned how awesome my Mum is?
True. So maybe I'd only have to be brave enough to step out of this pathetic desperate silence.
Oh well, let me end this before I regret writing this post.
P. S. : to anyone who might've made a very long regret-list, as long as mine here, and been feeling irritated by those annoying regrets : Bubur nya masih bisa dijadiin Bubur Ayam, man.
P. S. II : yes, I just stupidly got myself hungry.
Loooove, A. Hanum.
